The trip to STL happened. My mammo was clear which is good, cuz man wouldn't that have SUCKED?!
Radiation says things are fine. My rib pain is considered "normal" unless it continues even after taking anti inflammatories and since I don't do that regular who the heck knows?
Next check up: mid June after the conference. It will be my first oncology follow up to make sure I'm ok after chemo. Then radiation and oncology are supposed to be once a year but staggered so we see each other every six months.
I've gotten so many cards and letters (thanks everyone) and a few hats (thsnks cayla) and a gift pkg (thanks Sarah) ... And then yesterday spring flowers! Thanks Naomi and Mark!
In summary:
So yes the hair is coming back, and maybe the fatigue is even less, and possibly I see some lessening of the night sweats / hot flashes.
I still get the aches if I don't keep moving but may be I'm just getting old? :)
I've been dancing when class is held-- and it's awesome! Sweaty and spiritual and feels good ...
The tree across the way, my favorite, is in full bloom with giant pink flowers. I ponder my plans for the future - want to have a one year celebration dancing with friends and suspending for the first time. I want to find my bliss so ideas dance about my head when I should be working.
I do not want to lose the lessons I have learned - to be positive and grateful- to smile more and crab less - to attack problems head on and to know I'm in charge of my destiny. To find joy in every little thing.
Had some disappointments this month so need to watch out for getting sad... Push through to find the joy...in...every...little...thing.
Love you all-- for your strength, your humor and love; and support.
