My tastebuds will not allow me to enjoy the full spectrum of food loveliness, but I'll enjoy it just the same.
On the other hand I'm a little pissed today that I have cancer. It doesn't happen often but it does happen. My losing of my smile and hope in the face of all this shit.
It's true you never appreciate that which you have until it's gone. And this little grey cloud of misery drifts about occasionally reminding of your mortality, the stats, etc.
I know this will pass. Both my mood and my fear and this time of sick.
But right now. FUCK CANCER. Fuck it and all it brings. Fuck it and all it's worry and expense and distraction and interruption of my life and my family's life just FUCK IT.
Ok back to work.
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