Wow

Almost a week has gone by since my last post.

I have post vacation malaise. Or post cancer treatment malaise. Or both.

I'll continue to post here, though probably less frequently. I start my meds in, well any day now... And it will be interesting to see if I continue to be lucky or if they bring about new side effects.

Tamoxifen will block the hormone receptors in my breast tissue which is where the cancer cells (of my tumor type) like to find purchase and grow. Studies show that Tamoxifen usage significantly reduces recurrence in the first five years and on a lessor level continues to reduce risk for another five years. So worthy of trying it. Reports range from intolerable side effects to no side effects at all...

Feb 28th I and T will return to STL and I will see my radiation oncologist, my surgical oncologist, have a mammo; and get my port out! Though I've become accustomed to my "button," I'll be happy to not have it just the same.

I won't see my medical oncologist until mid June.

Finally getting the letter from Dr. Z to appeal the only bill denied by BC/BS. At the same time, BC/BS has "randomly" selected the APP for an audit...and we are having to prove that although incorporated in California, our employees (me) are eligible to be insured here in KS. Mild threats of canceling the policy should we not get reports/documentation to them have occurred which has stressed me out considerably.

Trying to get back in the swing of things, it's so hard...it all seems so "blah" but I'm sure my focus will return eventually.

I will also this weekend start the exercise plan to hopefully return my butt/thighs/belly to their former size. (or smaller, I was already up higher than I liked when the cancer weight was added so 20-30 lbs really) Rumor has it chemo changes metabolism permanently. If true, I have my work cut out for me. You know it's bad when I start looking at Zumba as a viable option.

In a final note before I post photos of our trip home from NM...

The Oliver's could use a whole mess of prayers and good energy and candle lighting right now. They've been a wonderful support to us and continue to be amazing employers for T. RBO we are so thinking of you...